The clock is ticking

Salam ramadhan! 

Every miliseconds, Ramadhan is getting its way to an end, Raya is getting nearer, and a life of a petite girl will change.

How's ramadhan for you so far? Pergi tarawih tak? Too much money spent on foods? Lepak mamak after tarawih? How's the traffic? terrible! I didn't eat a lot for this Ramadhan :( Pelik gila tahu! Tuhan tarik nikmat makan sekejap. He gave me FLU thus my tastebuds aren't working well despite less contribution from the cells inside the nose. I only consume rice during sahur tapi itu confirm2 banyak.

Tadi waktu kat surau, ustaz ada cakap. ramadhan ni ada 3 peringkat. 30 days divide by 3 (10 days for each)  so sekarang, kita da masuk the 2nd stage. dah 12 hari kan? the first 10 days is like the basic ones. tak nak elaborate panjang sebab tadi dengar, tapi terkeluar balik. Ngantuk menyengat! So, macam mana saf-saf di surau @ masjid? Perasankah anda makin berkurangan? yang muda-mudi mana pergi eh? Tak nak cakap lebih-lebih juga. Kalau boleh, istiqamah :) #reminder Mana la tahu, ini mungkin Ramadhan yang terakhir untuk kita, saya atau awak. Mati bila-bila boleh menjemput. Jom kumpul pahala banyak-banyak :)

Tahun ni, tak raya kat Malaysia, tak raya dengan family :( I am about to go off to the states.. counting days now.. lagi beberapa hari je... I'll be in a new environment which will bring me out from my comfort zone. Pulak tu, universiti yang bakal pergi ni, ada SEORANG je Melayu, tapi itu batch lain. A senior. So, whaddaya think? It will be a whole new and strange experience to have. Main aims: to get first honour, speak well and  kahwin.. get a job. haha. Kahwin? err.. Lama lagi tu.. memain je la :P Tapi, most of my friends nak kahwin awal. Pengaruh Dena Bahrin le tu :P Tak apa..benda yang baik kan?

sum it all,
sedih bila fikir nak tinggalkan malaysia ku yang indah ni :(


p/s: saya tak sabar hari esok, tapi bakal sedih. Awak, saya nak jawapan, saya nak kepastian. Redha dengan segalanya. Hanya Tuhan yang mampu menentukan segalanya.