kerapuan di tengah malam.

What's up with the title? Sounds epic? LOL. heck no.

Just got back from playing badminton at some chinese school somewhere in Kampung Pandan. The players were my friends from twitter and much more older than me. Get that? OLDER. Like 10 years gap. :O Kinda interesting, playing badminton at night with some elderly people, at least having some perspiration, let the stress flow out with the salty malty tears. [wah fasya sekarang kawan dengan orang tua la. Biarlah, aku suka] Anyway, i just read posts from [Jihan, Hisham and Fatin Gigs]'s blog and there's a post that ignited my spirit to write a new post for this year. Actually, i wanted to write it during New Year. Confirmlah kan semua orang nak tulis during new year... so excited katekan. But then, i'm too lazy, lazy bump, lazy ass.
Anything -__-'

Akan ku cuba selitkan ilmiah atau kerapuan supaya at least adalah something ekau dapat. 

Life is messy - That's how we were made

Lihat organ-organ, urat, muscle, tulang. Nampak tak macam-macam ada dalam badan kita, tapi alhamdulillah, kita sebaik-baik kejadian tuhan! SubhanAllah. Reflect apa yang ada dengan kita dan lalui dengan tenang

Next semester will be my 4th semester in college, and i'm sure my life gonna be fucking hectic and super duper miserable. I'm just tired of being such a failure. Woops. I shouldn't get emo here, not the right time yet. Chillax, 9th Jan will be the first day. Period. Dead

Jangan cakap kau nak mati selagi kau tak dimatikan. Kau tahu tak kau hidup ada sebab. Bersyukur!

 "Bila kau nak update blog?" eh, terharu ada lagi orang baca blog yang tak seberapa, yang hanya omongan kosong. So, what's up with New Year plan? Hanya, pergi KLCC, mendongak tengok langit, nganga mulut, tengok bunga api. Apa lagi? takkan nak berdansa tengah-tengah padang? itu kerja gila! Kejap, bila tulis dalam bahasa ibunda ni, banyak pulak garisan merah, sakit mata nak menulis. Hish

"Bila ekau nak fly?" "So, when will you be flying?"

Ah! soalan yang paling menusuk kalbu. Soalan yang aku takkan dapat lari, lebih2 lagi tahun 2012. [Itulah kau, masuk lagi American Degree Program. Suruh belajar elok-elok, tak nak belajar] Woi! elok sikit! Belajar okay, dah semput tahap give up dah ni. Frankly speaking, I don't know how to answer, serah pada takdir. Aku dah usaha, and maybe I need to add up my efforts. Entahlah.

Aku capek, penat, tired, menyerah

Wait a second! Syasya / Fasya dah menyerah? takkan kot. Itu bukan diri kau. hmm. Insyaallah, dengan saki baki semangat yang aku ada, aku masih tidak menyerah. Kawan-kawan dah banyak bagi semangat dan sokongan, takkan nak wasted macam tu je kan? Hish. Next week kelas, rasa malas je nak pergi. Dah la kena mengadap calculus 2 lagi. Damn it! *kena tingkatkan minat, sayang calculus 2* Be nice please.

beginner - ukulele (putrajaya)

New year ------> RESOLUTIONS ---------> List out AND fulfil / List out ONLY 

Dah nama pun tahun baru, so mesti orang kaitkan dengan azam baru. [semua kau nak BARU. Kasut baru, baju baru, buku baru, pen baru] *that's not me* Banyak benar azam BARU kau, tapi kau buat tak tahun lepas punya azam? Or you just list out a new set of Resolutions, and then. the old one you just let it be...... Gone by the wind, rain, days, months till next year, kalau tak kiamat lah. Eh, cakap banyak pulak, apa resolution kau tahun ni?

AKU: HAPPY DENGAN HIDUP, OBSERVE & MEMAHAMI SEGALA BENDA.

(nampak simple, tapi kalau engkau genius, kau dapat mendalami apa maksud ayat itu)

Please get back to reality people. Don't make resolutions that are darn hard to fulfil. You just gonna set a new one, year by year without 100% fulfilling it. Put some boundaries into it and let people know em so that at least they can remind you. Contoh: [Aku nak kurangkan berat badan 5kg (tapi kalau kau malas nak exercise, makan je kerja, memang tak lah kau dapat realisasikan, dapatlah kawan macam I ni, mmg lari je kerja. running]

3 steps to succeed in your resolutions:

1. Share with others (Let people around you know bout it)
2. Reflect your past and not just stand still, stare and dream
3. Stop being clueless, have a game plan human! What's the use of your BRAIN? Specifically, your dendrites, grey matter and neurones. USE IT!

Having a darn problematic sleeping cycle since my finals ended. Sleeping at 4am, waking up at 11am. 

Penjiwa tetap Piano & ukulele. Ah! Pencinta PHYSICS walaupun gagal di atas kertas.

God Particle - Higgs (kononnya, azali Big-Bang terhasil) GOD!

This is regarded as a step to understand the universe more. Particle kan ada mass, kalau takde, sah-sah la ape pun takkan terjadi. Ingat lagi Kimia? *bukan lagu melda ahmad* Dalam Chemistry, Hydrogen pun ada mass. A.m.u. ingat lagi? Atomis mass unit lah. O.o
Without this mass, these particles would zip though the cosmos at the speed of light, unable to bind together to form the atoms that make up everything in the universe, from planets to people.



hew hew hew.. adios semua.

Someone like you - ukulele