Easy come, easy go.

easy come, easy go,
the friendship that we had, you easily tossed it into the trash,
don't you remember our memories?
am i the one who are too emotional?   

(bajet bruno mars -.-') sepak please

I have lots of questions running through my mind especially before I'd be in a deep slumber. Sometimes, when i look at the whites or some of you people, i'll be envy. Wanna know why? Because i don't have any bestfriends, or BFF and watsoever. I thought of finding it one, in college time, because most people say that, at that time, you had reach your maturity, and you know which is real and fake. Literally, friends.

I shifted to many schools during my childhood. Can we still say sekolah rendah itu kanak-kanak? boleh tu, puberty pun belum lagi. Somehow, that's the reason. Ye la kan, baru nak rapat dengan orang tu, dah pindah sekolah. The cycle went on and on. It may be the happiest thing to shift to a new school, get new friends, involve in a new environment, where you could press the 'refresh' button, and reborn the new you. Get what i mean? Somehow, the sadness and sombre thingy, I can still feel em. I bet I'm the only who feels it. Well, who cares the nerd kid going to move to a new school? U care? I was just a nerd who joined a 'POP'-popular group and got bullied. Cit! exaggeration. Truthful enough? Just an expression. Tak ada la kena bully, just, sometimes i feel left out and they'' just come to me if they in need something or want my foods. LOL! SOUNDS PATHETIC? I was a kid who loves to bring the 'Mangkuk Tingkat' LOL. not exactly mangkuk tingkat. Food from home in La Gourmet thermal food jar.

save duit / makan sedap / berkhasiat / banyak (ni penting- i can share with others!) 

Marissa

College friends

While i was posting this pictures, sebak hati rasa. I miss those days. I appreciate our friendship. Our bond. Semoga kita kawan sampai mati. Need help? Just come to me, i'll be there with an open heart.

Based on certain movies and video clips, rasa jealous sangat bila kecik-kecik, dah treasured so much stuffs, then kawan sampai dah besar, kahwin and sampai tua. I wish to be in that situation. Saya pulak jenis yang sentimental, kalau boleh semua nak simpan even sampah. haha! Saya tipu je tu :) Tapi saya memang sentimental orangnya.

So yeah, a picture could describe thousand of words & memories. 


A reminder for all of us who believes in Satan. 

Satan can be categorized into two. Seen & unseen. Seen? wait, you can see Satan? No. what I am trying to say is, Seen - friends, humans. Friends can influence at anytime, we see them everyday, we hear what they say. Ok, let's make comparison. I'm gonna be a bit Islamic here. Seen satan --> humans [we do a lot of sins, no one is perfect] Unseen satan --> satan [they just did a sin. Too ego to commit that Adam & children is better than em and refuse to bow to Adam, so, they were thrown down from Heaven] So, can u see from that? err.. I'm not good at explaining. I just revert back what I got after came back from 'Twins of Faith'

In choosing friends, we have to be really careful. That's all I can say.