Drama queen. DEAD

who's the drama queen anyway?
what izit actually?

wikitionary : Any exaggeratedly dramatic person, especially female

urban dictionary:
Someone who turns something unimportant into a major deal. Someone who blows things way out of proportion when ever the chance is given.

y'all, those are the definitions, but who am i going to talk about? Wait for a sec, do u think i'm a zenzitive person? keep on emo-ing all the time. Sheesh. not ALL the time eh? my previous post; EMOSI, i think, that's the last for me to emo bout LURVE.... (terigt kerepek lurve yg sangatlah berkhasiat)

So, do i look like i turn unimportant things into serious matter and make it as a bigger deal to sort out. Haha! Well I don't cuz i prioritize things that need to be done. However, when it comes to feelings, it DOES matter and it is a big deal. Come on, can u play with ppl's feelings? ANSWER ME!

There you have it! Young love, Full of promises, Full of hopes. YOU FOOL!

I did have the intention to update my blog yesterday, but i was too busy tumblr-ing. Finding uplifting words to keep me going with this unpredictable life. Aku penat dengan hiperbola dunia. Seriously weyh. I find tumblr is my newest remedy. NO charges n no need to buy books. TumblrTumblr this is my TUMBLR. Teringat kecik-kecik minum ribena or Milo pakai tumbler, boleh baring sambil tengok TV kan? pakai cawan tak boleh. ^_^

Honestly, i was heartbroken, second time in my life. I WAS not I AM. (showing i'm done with it) but this pain is not that deep as before but it is almost akin to it. Cuz, i got cheated. haha. Nasib kenal baru 2 bulan. LOL (trying to sound not serious by adding 'haha' in my sentence) After muhasabah diri n all, I've made up my mind. MY FUTURE, this is what i'll be focusing on start from today. No more dramas, emo2, cintancintun, tears, lies, craps, and whatsoever. Hati kering je lepas ni. Sweat! Now,  let me show you some of my FB posts. 

FB posts : 

• 10 orang aku jumpe, 10 org cakap benda yang sama. "Saya lain,  tak macam apa yang awak fikirkan" BULLSHIT la. Tuih.. ( and i got 8 likes )
• Marissa Tham : Oprah: The best definition of forgiveness I ever heard is giving up the hope that the past could be any different. I love that definition, because it doesn't mean that you then have to accept the person back into your life. Forgiveness does not mean I now want to have you over for dinner. It doesn't mean I want to associate with you. It just means I will no longer be tied to the past. Think about this syasya, forgiveness. ( Mars, I'm glad to have u as a fren. The truth hurts, and i'm trying to forgive these ungrateful people. Even past is past, i still can't forgive. Could be one fine day :D )
• Fool me once, shame on you. Fool me twice, shame on me. Fool me thrice? I'm not gonna play nice. ( I received 14 likes. What a number?! hee )
• When i said, u're part of my life, i mean it. I'm neither a Liar nor Forcing you to Stay. Go as u wish but Stop Creating Lies.
• Adeq Seatea (kak adeq): remember conclusion dat i've given...if they're rich..and they're good looking,...they WILL SIMPLY play with girls' feeling... ;)
  
  
  

Fauzan and Marissa, remember what i've told u guys, give me time. It's easy to say in words, but it is hard to be done and act. I promised u a week. from Sat - Sat.  And i did it! i can't believe that i get over it earlier than my targeted date. SEE? My previous pain makes me stronger than before. Alhamdulillah. "Your eyes, telling me lies, but i'm grateful cuz i can face the truth secretly even u satisfy me with all your lies" I have life to pursue, my future, my dreams. The enthusiasm and determination that i could not refrain from. As what Fauzan called me, 'the new Syasya' and i'm liking it :) Even he keeps calling me 'angau shemput' - you tu pun same je la weyh. I know u can't believe that i end up falling for him and u laughed! weyh! gile kejam siot kau! Nasib you baik. 

Overall, I just nak cakap to Earthlings, I'm done with this lovey dovey stuff. The right guy will come at the right time. Good things happen to those who waits (i've tweeted this) United States of America is what i aim now, to be an engineer or get a marvellous job and to be a good muslim. I put my faith in you dear God, I've accepted all the tests that u gave me even i kept cursing on them once in my past. I miss Your tests, honestly. I feel like i want them  more cuz i know they bring me closer to you, oh Allah. 

life is too AWESOME to waste my time thinking bout someone or anyone who doesn't treat me right

p/s: CINTA itu bahaya. Boleh pudar bila-bila masa. SAYANG itu bahagia. Kekalnya sampai bila-bila 

wuhuu! dated 9/8/2011: my 2000th tweets!

Ade org retweet balik.. :) FaZulaikha [my exroommate n skewl mate]

I'm wheezing now, better off to sleep!

 (semua sebab CENDOL, ais batu kotor kot, bak kate papa)