after awhile..

been away for finals.. banyak benda nak cerita tapi terlupa pulak .. haha..disimpan di dalam otak..namun, *poof* die hilang kerana tak catit dalam buku nota :)

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3 days 2 nights slept in j-yuen house. Terasa macam duduk hotel plak. the 1st day, i dunno y but actually kena serang HOMESICK..gosh! da lame gile tak rase homesick kot.. padahal duduk subang je.. cuba kalau in United States later?? Million miles away & hours & days of flight :) easy to conclude, stress causes homesick..seriously.. my brain became haywire before chemistry finals.. freaking scared.. I've been studied for more than 4 5 days just for one subject.. haih.. n yet, after exiting the exam hall, i failed to be happy. more stress than before. The exam was hard. My carry marks were bad.,so i dunno how my final marks would support my carry marks. Berusaha, redha & tawakal. Itulah yang aku pelajari since i was small. Perasaan sedih ni, same goes to calculus. this morning, for 6 hours, i've been staying in McD ss15, for last minute prep before entering the exam hall. And yet, nak siapkan semua soalan tak cukup masa, & xsemua boleh jawab.

Jairam, i felt happy cuz u can answer the graph (area & volume) ques after i taught you. well, not that pro like Yao Hong, Ken, Soon Huat, Jieyuen & others.. still dumb..

STOP.. I'm enough with all this.. hope i pass..yes, PASS. Nak dapat A, harapan je la.. i felt stupid after entering college.. seriously, it's not an easy program if u dun really pay attention to. but, lagi relax dari A-level & SAM la .. :D Sangat-sangatlah tak sanggup nak retake everything.. please no.. CGPA? macam nyawa-nyawa ikan je nak dpt 3.0.. haih.. malang nye..

' maybe, ini bukan rezeki awak lagi..sabar dan teruslah berusaha. Allah akan bantu :P '

My last paper is on 10th may - Sociology

After final paper, akan bercuti for 2 weeks :) sampai 23 may je... Then 2nd Sem bermula - 8 weeks. I'll try to score this sem :)