excited mouse with a handful hopes and excitement

Eiiwww. Why must i choose 'mouse'? They are cute in certain ways and you could see their giddiness when they walk and run about. Remember stuart little? i wish to have a pet like that, exactly. How bout Rufus? Kim possible? In cartoon he's awesomely cute and funny. But we live in a reality and frankly, it's ugly - Naked Mole Rat. How gross is that? Naked? *imagine* Anyway, we have to love the creation of Allah. Can't deny that. Shouldn't kick their ass off from this world. They have right to live. Do i sound like an activist? LOL

Now, let's get back to the main point. So people, how's your classes? Turned out well? How's your first few weeks in the FIRST MONTH of the year? anything bad happened? Remember this, our life is like a tyre, just look at the world, the earth, how is it looked like? A box? A diamond? duhh, a circle / sphere indeed. That's the nearest good example we can take a look at. Ups and downs are the spice of life. Lame advice? Well, I am just here to remind you because human is forgetful and need to be reminded always #notetoself. 

For the first week in college I feel great and not just fine. Awesome - Positivism. New year, new subjects, new friends. [The time now is 5:50 am and at 4 am just not i just got back from a badminton game with my neighbour and some new friends] In inti college I don't get new friends because I just see the same faces every semester. It's just the first week of college, but everyone in my batch seems so busy like a bee, walk here and there, surf the net here and there, asking so much questions. Quite messy and miserable. So do I. This brought me to tense! Let's blame the university application. It makes my life miserable and i really hope that it ends by early February. 

I have some of my few choices and i've paid my application for University Nebraska-Lincoln & University of Missouri, Columbia. Next task, the transcript and bank statement need to be mailed to them. Apparently, I have to write some essays for application to Ohio & Michigan State University. This is what I am lacked of - beautiful words written nicely. I am still on my way writing em. Sigh. Vehemently say that with all this stuff, I'm easily stress out. So troublesome, this and that. To study abroad is not an easy stuff and is not cheap. At least $50k in your pocket. o.O imagine putting the money in an overflow drain. That's how it flows. 

1. Toefl - $170

2. University application fee - $40 / $45 / $60 / $50 (it may be vary)

3. The transcript courier fee - rm60 every parcel to a uni (max sharing with 3 person)

4. Got accepted? - Pay the fees. at least $45 k 

5. US visa - F 1

Everything is in USD and do multiply em with 3.13 (current stable exchange rate) 

ok. saya memang kuat membebel kan? 

So, itu je kot nak cakap for now. Have to sleep and let's hit the hay! [current time: 6.14 am] memang kena tido. esok konfem bangun lambat. Haish. Tak senonoh betul anak dara sorang ni kan? 

A girl with high hopes. Do pray for me friends! :')