suka dan sayang.. woot2~ how bout crush?

suka dan sayang?? ape bezanya? do they have any differences? like and love..

i do think that they hv differences..well, i can say that i love u but i like ashton kutcher. hah..lebey kurang mcm tuh la..

ok, dulu waktu anvil kat mrsm, kne dump, mcm ni je pk.. tak pe, tunggu aku msuk taylors, mne tau jmpe org yg aku blh syg, suka, & dibalas smula. haha.. cakap mmg senang, tp hakikatnya x. :( anvil tak msuk taylors pun, tak jadi :) i joinned Inti...the best adp program. heh..promote2! (nex week kn result SPM) msuk la sini!

almost 3 years relationship, & kne dump on the phone. (x gntlemen lgsg) maybe klo depan2 ok la jugak. ish3 pdhl a week before that wish happy 3 years. dayyumm.. pape pun anvil x assume pun 3 thn la.. sng cite.. 2 thn je la. haha.. ( tgh try untuk chill ni ) papepun... die and the gang mmg takkan trime kemaafan la.. jaga KAU. semoga mati dengan senangnya~ (uishhh..kejamla pulak aku ni)  xpe2, biar tuhan yang menentukan :)

SO, masuk inti, mengharapkan ade melayu..tapi hampa.. majority chinese and all my friends are chinese.. except,  amin, hafies and helmi.. this 2 H guy.. calculus and agama je..tp xberckp lngsung.. kawan anvil yg sorang ni named karen, xabes2 suruh anvil suka dieorg tuh.. haha..xde mase.. "they already have gf la karen." tak terbukak hati lg nak in love ni.. buang mase je..

tapi, ade la bbrp budak cina ni, anvil suka..suka tgk muka je, tak lebey eh.. no sayang2.. suka2, ala..mcm zmn dulu2..kita suka die la...suka abg ni la..ape la.. senang cite ADMIRE.. but mine some sort tak sampai thp admire lg..  :) suka just suka...

SAYANG? syg masih ade utk seseorg..still xleh nk hilangkn.. maybe klo jmpe org baru yg lebih sygkn anvil, bru boleh hilang kot.. ntah la.. *speechless* we'll see how the future will be..let the time decide. :) however, anvil ade la crush kat seseorg ni..haha.. sengal sikit kepala..ala..byase la tuh...mainan budak2.. crush itu la..crush ini la last2, pecah..hancur berderai.. aiyoyo~

org yg anvil ni crush... i dunno his status..single ke x.. tp bhy la.. die playboy kot(no comment.. haha..tp tgk kat wall die kat fb mcm die ade crush or suka kat sorang gurl ni.. double crush. me-->him-->a gurl.. :X erk.. (wait, i'm not a stalker eh) but, td die ade msg anvil around lunch time, and he got my num from one of my family la. he just came back from NZ. now i noe y ystrday kaknya cam ye2 nk bwk ya dinner.. they met him.. ceh..  <--- knp di highlite eh? ntah la :)

ok, so msg, then trus stop mcm tuh. xde pape reply pun. haha.. xberharap pun...nvmnd..i'm fine with that.. die just tnye bile nak meet up? i was like..err... almk.. "aku mne pndi mcm ni...xpena kuar dgn lelaki berdua selain HIM" (should i? xbyase n xpndi la) xpe la.. tgk la cne.. tnye kakak ku. Die handsome, tall, (baik/jht- i dunno) 1st impression, ok :D tapi..die ade suka gurl lain n maybe he's in a relationship.. tak pela..my time will come.. (or maybe toksah kawen, menyusahkn je berhubungan ni - wlpun kadang2 jeles dgn org yg loving2 ni ) 

chill, cool, sbr..  - haa..sme kuar.. [yeah3 - chris brown]

so..suke n syg mmg ade beza kn? syg tu kekal lame... suka tu mcm 2 3 weeks, then hilang.. :) so, biar je la hati ni nk suka...ala, skjp je tuh. crush..byase la.. no harm..

p/s: thanks for reading em.. actually, i'm studying my calculus.. tetbe lak rse nk tulis :)