marriage

i'm 18 this year, and im too early to think bout it?
this is the legal age to be married rite?? hehe :) (ni bukan gatal ye?!)
ade la a few hours i think bout this.. naah... actually, it's been a long time ago since the breakup thingy.. gosh! damn it!

okay, here it goes.. :) after the almost 3 @#%King relationship, tak sampai pun actually..(its complicated) tp ntah la.. i felt that i don't want to fall in love again.. weird huh? ok.. don't think im going to be andartu. (ntahla..kadang2 terpikir gak..astaghfirullah!) i just want to succeed in my studies and career, travelling around the world and buying hot cars.. haha... cool? hell yeah! golek2 atas duit.. ish3..duniawi sungguh!

I'm scared to go through it again..the pain, depression, fights, n macam2 la.. =.=' takot.. tak nak lagi da lalu tu sume. 

ergo, i think i ask my mum to find a nice guy for me.. pilihan keluarga lagi ok kan? fall in love after marriage.. "wat de heck? hang biar betui!" mana boleh kalau tak kenal dulu.. ala, tgk cerita2 islam or article in iluvislam.com ok je. :) so, kalau sesiapa yang berminat dengan tuan punya badan ni, masuk la meminang, hantar rombongan!.. haha.. but not now weyh! study lagi!

P/s: biarlah daku keseorangan..semoga daku temui kebahagiaan pada masa akan datang :)